Tha Womun Who Found Hir Fire (The Avery Victoria Spencer Fables, WEnglish, #3) / The Avery Victoria Spencer Fables, WEnglish (ePub)

Tha Womun Who Found Hir Fire is written in WEnglish(TM) a form of speaking and writing English created by author/linguist Vivian Probst to gender-balance English and bring respect to both genders. Welcome to The Avery Victoria Spencer Fables-Book Three

Avery Victoria Spencer is becoming more conscious of who shi really is. Two incredible inner journeys have brought hir to a deeper understanding of hirself and hir power to create a wonderful life. Shi's kinder to hirself and others and at long last has made amends with hir strange and withdrawn father. Even love has peeked out timidly in tha person of George Robert Logan, a man with whom shi is enjoying a platonic relationship, while hoping for more. But Avery stumbles over two tough patches in hir life journey: Hir father dies, leaving hir with no sense of hir family's past, and George disappears suddenly. His father in London has had a heart attack, he claims. Avery thinks otherwise, because their attempt at intimacy has failed miserably.

Torn apart by grief and outrage, Avery can't get out of bed, much less go to work. A three-month leave of absence is arranged as Avery goes through what is rumored among social circles to be a 'mid-life crisis,' a.k.a. 'second Saturn return,' a.k.a. 'Dark Night of tha Soul.' Whatever it's called, Avery stubbornly refuses to request any assistance from hir inner realm, where powerful forces are still at work. Instead, shi clutches hir bed sheets refusing to embrace who shi is becoming. But life has a work-around.

Avery's third journey begins in a very small cave, surrounded by shadows of grieving and fearful wimin who comfort hir, until an intimidating and angry mountain threatens to turn hir to shadow as well, if shi refuses to face hir rage. It could be Avery's last chance to become real. Shi must complete hir course, no matter how terrifying. Every irritation, every morsel of disquiet, every piece of unresolved bitterness shows up on hir mountain trek-not for hir to battle, but for hir to love and embrace. Underneath hir rageaholic tendencies shi will find hir full and real self-which includes both hir masculine and feminine energies. It's called wholeness. 

Avery has never been a champion of femininity ('wimpy females' is how shi refers to those of hir own gender), and is obviously uncomfortable with hir own sexuality. As shi faces hir mountain, shi encounters an enormous serpent, claiming to be from tha Garden of Eden.Terrified of snakes, Avery would run away if shi could, but their meeting occurs on a narrow mountain ledge about 11,000 feet above sea level. There is no escape. At least, both shi and hir slithering guide like cigars.

It's that last piece-love-that Avery needs before shi can return to hir life and face everything shi had chosen to forget. If shi can do that, shi will be strong enough to move into full acceptance of who shi really is, restoring hirself from a heart-breaking past and stepping into true love. For without love, all is lost.

Tha thing about buried trauma is that it doesn't stay buried; Life wakes it up. A womun with a forgotten past, facing hir inner-world forces to restore hir true wholeness. Set in the uniquely historical city of Waukesha, Wisconsin, The Avery Victoria Spencer Fables are an intimate series of stories that brought this author to an authentic life. Welcome to Book Three:Tha Womun Who Found Hir Fire.